I'm feeling sad.........(long)
JT has been home for a week and we have barely spent any quality time together![]()
This is the longest stretch of time that we will spend together until December, and I feel like he should be making more of an effort to spend some time with me. I understand that he hasn't been home in a long time and a lot of people want to see him, but I also feel like, HELLO! WHAT ABOUT ME?!?
Before I moved home from MA a couple of weeks ago, I kept saying to him that I wanted to talk about what was going to happen once I moved home, meaning, how often we would see eachother, what he would do about a car(we were living with just mine), how we were going to handle finances, etc...and all he would say to me was, 'We'll cross that bridge when we come to it.' And low and behold, I moved home and felt lost and miserable because there were all of these unresolved things floating in the air. And now that he is here, he still doesn't want to talk about all of those things, and I am feeling like he doesn't even care that we are going to be apart for so long. I mean, look at me, I am on the computer because he is at our friend's house. I'm tired and didn't want to go out, and still, he went out, even though he just saw this friend last night and has plans with him tomorrow. I told him all I wanted was some quality time, and he keeps saying, oh, tomorrow night, but it never happens, things keep 'popping up'. I feel really neglected. Sorry, I just needed to get that off my chest.
Before I moved home from MA a couple of weeks ago, I kept saying to him that I wanted to talk about what was going to happen once I moved home, meaning, how often we would see eachother, what he would do about a car(we were living with just mine), how we were going to handle finances, etc...and all he would say to me was, 'We'll cross that bridge when we come to it.' And low and behold, I moved home and felt lost and miserable because there were all of these unresolved things floating in the air. And now that he is here, he still doesn't want to talk about all of those things, and I am feeling like he doesn't even care that we are going to be apart for so long. I mean, look at me, I am on the computer because he is at our friend's house. I'm tired and didn't want to go out, and still, he went out, even though he just saw this friend last night and has plans with him tomorrow. I told him all I wanted was some quality time, and he keeps saying, oh, tomorrow night, but it never happens, things keep 'popping up'. I feel really neglected. Sorry, I just needed to get that off my chest.
