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I'm stressed

Mrs.Ptobe Posted:

I'm stressed

I've had an upper respiratory virus/infection since 1/1/06. All 2006 I've been sick.

Last week I had a neurological episode and had a brain wave test come back abnormal. I have to go for a brain MRI, and a full blood work up from Cholesterol to Lupus to God knows what. I have to have an EKG with a tube down my throat to check for a whole in my heart...

STRESS!!!
MayBride06 Posted:

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Mrs.Ptobe Posted:

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AND - I vented about FH and didn't mean the horrible things I said on here... I didn't say them to him, but I got flamed on another thread... I'm so depressed!

October Bliss Posted:

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From one Mrs. P to Be, to another . . . .

I read your vent. I would be upset about the window as well. I mean how tough is it to remember to do something that small, when he knows good and well how much it disturbs you. Kind of like the old joke about leaving socks on the floor next to the laundry basket instead of IN the laundry basket.
Mrs.Ptobe Posted:

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Thank you, it was just a vent. I feel so frustrated now b/c for 14 days I have not felt well. I've been to the doctor and going again this week for the respiratory thing, on top of the docs and hospital for the brain mess. I want to just jump out of myself if that makes any sense, I want a new body that feels good and doesn't freak out about windows. I feel like an old lady and yet to look at me -- you'd never know, I work out and eat right, but I feel like crap right now. Hope I can say that without anyone dogging my relationship. I understand why one on the outside may have read my vent and thought that there are deep rooted problems, but there aren't, just having a bad night and I'm sad. I was going to go out tonight with friends since FH was gone - why not keep myself busy, but I'm coughing my lungs up and I haven't really slept well as long as I've been sick.

Thanks for the support
October Bliss Posted:

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I woke up sick New Year's Day as well. Just when I started feeling better I ate something I shouldn't have, and it took two days to get rid of the queasy feeling.

As for venting, we all do it, and I'm sure all of the comments were just the girls being concerned and offering comments so you could look beneath the surface and make sure it wasn't a deep rooted problem that you should look at.

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