its NOT over!!!
Well ladies, its been fun. I really hope that all your weddings are spectacular.
As for me, after much stress and relationship issues we have called of the engagement.
Im a little torn up but it is for the best.
I wish you all the best, who knows we may work things out but right now im just going to power off the computer, unplug the phone and try and relax.
*******************************UPDATE:******************************************
So, Here is what happened
It was my decision to leave, then my decision to stay.
I had been having really bad mood swings, not sleeping, and always got really angry with him and started a lot of fights.
I could feel my blood pressure start to rise when I knew he was on his way home.
After a long talk with one of my bridesmaids I agreed that it was not fair to either of us to make a decision until we figure out what is going on.
I posted a form a week ago stating that we might be pregnant, well we still dont know. The results were negative but it may have been too soon, or again the lack of . could be due to the medication I started 2 months ago...... stupid medication.
So to my point, I have been waiting for my work raise for 8 months, yes thats right. 8 MONTHS waiting to find out if I may get it or not. I have been speaking with my managers, managers boss and she finally put action into place.
So, I got it![]()
(Whoo Hooo) and Now, i feel MUCH better. Im sleeping better, my constant headache went away, Im less grouchy. Still no . but im still hopping its the meds.
I didn't realize how much anxiety and stress i was holding in from that one thing... well it was a big thing to me but wow.
So, we are back together and the wedding is still on. I love him and it was the stress that was killing me, not him.
Thank you SOOOO much for your kind words of encouragement. Your girls rock!![]()
As for me, after much stress and relationship issues we have called of the engagement.
Im a little torn up but it is for the best.
I wish you all the best, who knows we may work things out but right now im just going to power off the computer, unplug the phone and try and relax.
*******************************UPDATE:******************************************
So, Here is what happened
It was my decision to leave, then my decision to stay.
I had been having really bad mood swings, not sleeping, and always got really angry with him and started a lot of fights.
I could feel my blood pressure start to rise when I knew he was on his way home.
After a long talk with one of my bridesmaids I agreed that it was not fair to either of us to make a decision until we figure out what is going on.
I posted a form a week ago stating that we might be pregnant, well we still dont know. The results were negative but it may have been too soon, or again the lack of . could be due to the medication I started 2 months ago...... stupid medication.
So to my point, I have been waiting for my work raise for 8 months, yes thats right. 8 MONTHS waiting to find out if I may get it or not. I have been speaking with my managers, managers boss and she finally put action into place.
So, I got it
I didn't realize how much anxiety and stress i was holding in from that one thing... well it was a big thing to me but wow.
So, we are back together and the wedding is still on. I love him and it was the stress that was killing me, not him.
Thank you SOOOO much for your kind words of encouragement. Your girls rock!
