its NOT over!!!

Original post by lyndanoelle

Jun 25, 2007 09:40 PM

Well ladies, its been fun. I really hope that all your weddings are spectacular.

As for me, after much stress and relationship issues we have called of the engagement.

Im a little torn up but it is for the best.

I wish you all the best, who knows we may work things out but right now im just going to power off the computer, unplug the phone and try and relax.

*******************************UPDATE:******************************************
So, Here is what happened

It was my decision to leave, then my decision to stay.
I had been having really bad mood swings, not sleeping, and always got really angry with him and started a lot of fights.
I could feel my blood pressure start to rise when I knew he was on his way home.

After a long talk with one of my bridesmaids I agreed that it was not fair to either of us to make a decision until we figure out what is going on.

I posted a form a week ago stating that we might be pregnant, well we still dont know. The results were negative but it may have been too soon, or again the lack of . could be due to the medication I started 2 months ago...... stupid medication.

So to my point, I have been waiting for my work raise for 8 months, yes thats right. 8 MONTHS waiting to find out if I may get it or not. I have been speaking with my managers, managers boss and she finally put action into place.

So, I got it (Whoo Hooo) and Now, i feel MUCH better. Im sleeping better, my constant headache went away, Im less grouchy. Still no . but im still hopping its the meds.

I didn't realize how much anxiety and stress i was holding in from that one thing... well it was a big thing to me but wow.

So, we are back together and the wedding is still on. I love him and it was the stress that was killing me, not him.

Thank you SOOOO much for your kind words of encouragement. Your girls rock!

Princess Cut Bride Posted: Jun 26, 2007 12:17 AM

Re: its over

I'm so sorry!!! Like some of the girls said....everything DOES happen for a reason. I wish you the best of luck!!!

bemyyoko Posted: Jun 26, 2007 01:16 AM

Re: its over

i have been in your shoes. i'm sorry you are going through this. i wish you the best of luck. if it works out for you two, great, if not it'll be okay. It's true what they say... everything happens for a reason.

Best of luck in everything you do.