It's Over
So, I have been dreading making this post. I went back and forth on whether or not to even make it. I think I feel that way because it seems the more people I tell the more real everything seems.
Last Thursday Josh (FH) came home from work with news. News that I should be sitting for. The short of the story is that for months he has been secretly going to therapy (no idea why since I am very pro therapy). The reason he was going was because of our relationship. None of this was every brought to my attention over the months leading up to this. No after how many times I would try to find out what was wrong.
Over the next 48 hours every deal, tear, and plea and been made and by the early morning hours of Saturday July 28, one day till our 5 month mark until the wedding Josh called off the wedding. He refuses to try couples counseling, try taking some breathing room or even postponing the wedding. He wants all ties severed.
One night he came in home work and the life I knew disappeared. I am now staying with my parents in LI (we have an apt in Brooklyn)
I never in my wildest dreams would have ever thought anything like this would even happen to us but apparently something was severely lacking from our relationship. I just wish he could have told me. I am still is a shock that he is gone and I do know when I will ever get use to waking up and not finding him there besides me anymore.
I wish all of you brides such beautiful and magical days. I hope all of your days together as husband and wife will be blessed.
I will never forget you girls.
Last Thursday Josh (FH) came home from work with news. News that I should be sitting for. The short of the story is that for months he has been secretly going to therapy (no idea why since I am very pro therapy). The reason he was going was because of our relationship. None of this was every brought to my attention over the months leading up to this. No after how many times I would try to find out what was wrong.
Over the next 48 hours every deal, tear, and plea and been made and by the early morning hours of Saturday July 28, one day till our 5 month mark until the wedding Josh called off the wedding. He refuses to try couples counseling, try taking some breathing room or even postponing the wedding. He wants all ties severed.
One night he came in home work and the life I knew disappeared. I am now staying with my parents in LI (we have an apt in Brooklyn)
I never in my wildest dreams would have ever thought anything like this would even happen to us but apparently something was severely lacking from our relationship. I just wish he could have told me. I am still is a shock that he is gone and I do know when I will ever get use to waking up and not finding him there besides me anymore.
I wish all of you brides such beautiful and magical days. I hope all of your days together as husband and wife will be blessed.
I will never forget you girls.
