meltdown and checks

So I had my first big meltdown the other day. (I just got my period too so I was emotional). We went to look at tuxes and it wasn't as easy as I thought. In the car and when we got home I just kept crying. I started doubting EVERY decision I made. I was rushed with picking BM dresses because my sister was leaving to live in Australia to study abroad..so I started wishing I went with a colored dress instead of black...doubting EVERY SINGLE detail...

Someone said something about the hotel we chose in Aruba (Marriott)..like 'why would you choose that?' and it made me doubting that and why I didnt do AI.

Anyway, FH made me feel much better and the next day I did too. I just feel like I'm doing this all alone and so much to do still, and NO MONEY to do it with gets overwhelming!!!

But we got some checks!!

- Just bought a picture cardbox from the perfectcardbox.com

-picking up bubbles with baskets later (Thanks Barb!!!!)

-picked out our wedding song! 'Never Tear Us Apart'
INXS

-paid a big chunk to the photographer

-set up hair trial for the day I go for my first fitting (July 1)

Congrats and all the checks!!!

And remember- you made the decisions you made for a reason! Dont worry what anyone else says- what do they know??

For checks!! And to make you feel better!

oh Jackie... we all go through this! I think we don't see the dresses and our dress and alot of other details for a long time after we choose them and forget why we chose them. I doubted my dresses after and once I saw it on one of my BM's when they came in.... I could not be happier with them! Its a lot decision making, you are going to second guess yourself!

OH and the Marriott thing... you know I am a big advocate of the Aruba Marriott! Yo seriously have nothing to worry about... remember they actually have the best and least congesed beach of all the hotels on palm beach cause the hotel buildings are set back much further. the hotel was just re-done... it will be wonderful!

FM me your e-mail and I will snapfish my pics of out last 2 trips at the Aruba Marriott Ocean club to help put you at ease!

Thank you girls!!! It just gets to be too many decisions and I feel like this

awwww you will prob feel like you are gonna doubt stuff right until the VERY moment you say 'I do' ! dont sweat it!

the only thing i can suggest about the bridesmaid dresses is asking them to wear some color, weather its jewlery, shoes or like a pretty flower in there hair...or even better make sure you choose flowers that you really want to stand out against the black!

hope that helps you!

try to enjoy the last few months!