Motivations...

Does anyone else have any other motivations to be losing weight besides your wedding day?

I've been on the dieting roller coaster ever since I got an office job and gained 20 lbs - my deep down motivation is to lose this weight once and for all and start my new life as a 'wife' at the weight I used to be! I have learned to say 'NO!' to those people in my office that bring in donuts and cookies and cakes EVERY WEEK!!

Well, Im in a wedding party this summer, and we went for dresses, and Im the FATTEST BM in the party. I went up 2 dress sizes since my wedding.
And I want to fit back into my jeans again.

definitely my clothes...my wedding is over...

but I refuse to buy larger clothes...(it helps me save money too...b/c when I gain weight I can't go shopping)

the clothes. i told Fi when i get to be a certain weight and reach my goal i want leather pants and a leather halter