My Grandma...

So we had been hopeful since we almost lost her on Valentine's Day, that we'd be able to bring her home. But we just got a phone call saying that she will not be coming home at all. And basically that she'll end up passing away in the hospital. Which, my grandfather does NOT want, but he understands where the hospital is coming from.

It really suxx. Because the past few times I went to see her, it wasn't my Grandma. It was just someone who was staring at me blankly, asking who I was, and where I came from. And it hurts because I'm the oldest, and I'm the closest with her. And her arm is so swollen and puffy, it don't even look real!! It looks like a blow up doll!! I can't stand to see her like that. It breaks my heart...

Keep praying girls, we need it!!

Also, keep praying for Brandi's momma too!! I haven't heard anything, but the last time I called, she was talking and they made her say hi to me!! I keep talking to my Dad up in Heaven, but we need some more favors up there, so talk to your loved ones up there too!!!

TIA girls!! I love ya all.....