Need to vent! **UPDATE**

Hi ladies,

I'm not one to usually vent on here, but I feel like I have no where else to turn to. I don't even know where to begin.

I have been working for the past 2 years at I job I kinda like, but decided last year to go back to be a teacher. I did my part-time student teaching last semester and am doing my full-time this semester coming up. I feel like everything is up in the air with job, financial security, benefits- I just hate it. I have no idea what the next few months are going to be like. I did find a job in a library where I will be working a few nights from 4-10 but the other nights I will be in school. I am just freaking out about the 'no time' and no money thing that is going to happen.

On top of all of this, last night I could not sleep. I know I still have 11 months until our wedding, but because of our crazy schedules, I am so worried that I won't have the time or money for anything. Even trying to schedule a day to go BM dress shopping is stressful.

I also have like almost no time for FH- completely different schedules- he works night and coaches 2 high school sports, while I'm student teaching, going to class and working till 10pm. I just don't know how everything will get done- and not just wedding related but everything in general.

Thanks for listening, I just needed to get that all out. I know we all are so busy - good thing we're not alone.


ETA: Update!
After I typed this I proceeded to get pulled over on the LIE for entering the HOV lanes where the exit is!!! I didn't even know they were different. I gave the cop my PBA card and my FH was in the car and knew someone that apparently is good to know because I didn't get a ticket. What a horrible day..so glad that it's almost over

Don't worry!!!!
I get that way too....I feel like I have no time to do anything for the wedding but everything will get done...will work out and will be perfect!!
That's why we are here...to support each other & listen!!!!! - Just remember you are not alone!!

I know it is cliche but everything has a way of working out....even though you have no time and no money now, you are doing it for your future together...and it will be worth it in the end...

Keep your head up!

just wanted to give you hugs

Everything will fall into place.
Sound to me like you need to just indulge in something. It doesnt have to be expensive, just a manicure and pedicure to clear your head

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Posted by Jess5790

just wanted to give you hugs

Everything will fall into place.
Sound to me like you need to just indulge in something. It doesnt have to be expensive, just a manicure and pedicure to clear your head

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on it...manicure tomorrow- thanks for the hugs, I really appreciate it

Trish,
I understand what you are going though. Although we are not in the same boat, I can definatly relate. I never see Chris b/c of working full time, internship, and school. I can't even carry on conversations at night with him becasue I am so tired. So I understand your pain. Listen, everything will get done b/c it has too. That's what I tell myself. Don't look at it as a whole b/c it will drive you mad. You need to partialize everything, start with what's important. The rest will fall into place. I know it ***** have to do all this while planning a wedding. It's understandable. Luckily, Matt is great and I'm sure he is being supportive. It will all end eventually and when it does you will feel a sense of relief. Good Luck, hun! You can do it. Keep you head up!

awww, it sounds like you need a hundred of these!!

I totally understand. Take a moment to prioritize. Can anything be cut out? Would outlining a schedule help? Breathe. Deliberately and often. Take time for you whenever you can. And ask for help. Don't try to do it all alone!

hang in there tricia... everything will work out in the end... you sound like me a few years ago.. i was in the same place, and everything jsut has a way of working out! and i remember on a day like that I got pulled over, but GOT A TICKET! so things are looking up for you! chin up!

Im sorry...I know how you feel about the whole job thing. I will be starting a new job in a few weeks..but will only be there for a few months until I get married and move upstate..meaning I have to quit the job...I worry that I wont be able to get a job upstate..or get a job with crappy pay and no benefits...I know exactly how you feel...so here are a bunch of huggies

Awwe im so sorry!! I hope things get better