NWR (well, a bit)--feeling very down

I am so sorry you have to go through this....it must be do hard for you...I cant begin to understand how you feel, but i wish nothing but the best for you in the future......i'm sure your wedding will be BEAUTIFUL and YOU will be BEAUTIFUL!!!

IF you need to talk or vent..EVER..do NOT hesitate to write me...

I hope you begin to feel better real soon!

I have this prayer on my wall:
God grant me the strength to change the things I can, the understanding to accept the things I can not, and the wisdom to know the difference.

I certainly feel for you-you have a sickness and that is terrible. Maybe focusing on the fact you are vibrant and alive and have FH that loves you so much. That you can see him-some are not given the gift of sight. Look of the mounds of thanks for blessings in your life compared to the obstacles and perhaps the tears will dry.

I am sorry you don't feel beautiful but remember you are your own worse critic and true beauty really does come from within.

ETA: You will beautiful on your day! And I had fun doing my own make-up~! I think it can work in your favor to do it yourself IMO!

I wish I had some magic to send your way.
I will keep you in my prayers and hope it turns around as quickly as possible.

That is awful - I am so sad for you! No matter what, in the end you will still look absolutely beautiful on your wedding day and you will have the best time! Good luck with it all and don't worry about the make-up and hair! I am doing my makeup myself too and my cousin is doing my hair - so don't feel bummed! It will all work out!

for a positive turn around. All the ladies are right, you will be beautiful and your day will rock whether you have your hair and make-up done professionally or not.
Try to focus on the great things going on...shift it away from the negative.
You are in my prayers!

aww i am so rory to hear this, please know my thoughts and prayers are with you, get well soon!