Holy crap, where do I begin??!!!
I tend to be long winded, so I apologize in advance! There's too much to say!!!
In the 11 months of being engaged and the 10 months of being on this site, never in my life would I have imagined finding a group of people that are always there to help, give advice and keep an open ear no matter what time of day it is!!! This website and all of you great ladies have helped me keep my sanity through this exhausting process. And for that, I will forever be greatful.
To Ron & Liz: Thank you so much for creating this website. It's an invaluable resource for all of us to have a board to discuss weddings when no one else wants to hear about it or understands. Thanks from the bottom of my heart and I will see you both on Sunday.
It has been an extremely rough year so far for me. Between my mother being diagnosed with 2 types of cancer, my losing jobs twice, my MOH giving me crap at every turn, my own health problems and now with Andrew's cousin in the hospital, I am still wondering how I have kept it together. And then I remember. It's all of you who kept me going. And the reminder that when all is said and done, I will be married to the man who has stood by me through it all.
Everyone keeps asking me if I'm excited. Part of me is, but mainly I'm calm. Calm because I know everything that needs to be done is. Calm because no matter what happens, I know people have my back. Calm because I am marrying the man who was there for me when I was in the hospital, who has put up with my BS, and yet still loves me unconditionally. Calm because even if something goes wrong on my wedding day, it will not change the fact that I am marrying the man of my dreams and I will be right where I should be....surrounded by people who love and care about us.
There are so many of you I need to thank, and I would name names, but I would hate to miss someone. Those of you who are closest to me, know who you are and I will say you are all absolutely amazing women. I will always have your back no matter what. To all those who have helped me along the way, Thank You is not enough.
For my fellow weekend twin brides, we are in the clear for beautiful weather!!! I hope that your day brings you all the happiness in the world!!!!
Thanks for reading this far, and see you all when I am Mrs. J!!!! (or when I have my porn star name!!)
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