So my dress came in back in Sept...UPDATE#2!!! WITH PICS!!

And i havent had the Cojones to go and see it... im so scuuurrred!!! WHAT IF IT DOESNT FIT!!!???????? I know for a FACT that ive lost weight since i got measured but ive instilled fear in myself that hasnt let me gone and see my own dress...am i nuts???? I know i still have time to lose weight if it doesnt fit but i will be utterly devestated if it doesnt...


Should i just grow a pair and throw it on and see what happens ??? EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!



UPDATE:


I booked an appt For this Sunday at 2pm....PRAY FOR ME GIRLS!!!!!!!!


P.S. I dont remember ordering the dress a size smaller...i dont think they would have let me.


******UPDATE #2********


Ok so i went!!! FINALLY!!! i was sooo freaking nervous. I was shaking when i got to the store. Im such a Tard. I was sooo freaking happy to see my dress..and guess what...IT FIT TO THE T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....I mean if i would have gone any earlier, i probably would have been having a mental breakdown right about now and would be writing a completely different post but the dressed zipped up so to me that was what was important (side note: STILL DONT KNOW WHY it was tight though...ive lost 13 lbs since i got measured...but whatever)

It just showed me that i have nowhere else to go but down in my weight loss and itll look even better! I WANNA THANK YOU GIRLS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT!!!!!! Honestly i dont know if i would have been able to put up wit the humiliation of it not fitting in front of my mom and sis so thats probably why i was Syking (sp?) myself out. Im super insecure about my body But you guys kicked my *** into gear and i couldnt be anymore appreciative.

And to Barbie....Thank u especially for the support. Even though u werent there, u always lent the helping hand....XOXOXOOXOX


Here are few pics!!!! Please DONT QUOTE!!! ill be taking this bad boys down soon enough...

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