The worst week ever.... prayers def. appreciated

Original post by JTsGal829

Sep 13, 2007 11:50 PM

hey ladies.. sorry i haven't been on too much this week... but ever since My eparty sunday.. i've been a little down. I've just been feeling sad ...and things just seem to not be going my way.. i just haven't even felt like thinking about the wedding... it's just depressing at this point.
And So far things just seem to be getting sadder..
monday we found out my 16 year old cousin was in the hospital.. his brother called my grandmother to ask her what kind of cancer my grandfather had because they were testing 2 lumps they found. Well last night we got the results and it's Hodgkin's.. They seem to feel that he's in great health and that they got it early..but it's still pretty scary. They were just up visiting in august and were here for our mini eparty/FH's bday party that we had in our yard(they moved down to florida 3 years ago).. and he seemed to be feeling fine.. so it's a little shocking. We had no idea that he had even noticed a lump. When i heard i just assumed it was probably an infection of some kind.. I had a swollen lymph node on the back of my neck a few months ago that was there forever..but it was small.. i had it checked right away cause i get scared.. and they said it was just reactive.. so i figured it would be the same for him. Now he will be undergoing treatment.. so i just really hope all goes well and i guess i have to believe that it will. So now at this point that's all i know... and it seems like a horrible end to a horrible week. I'm just so tired.. ya know what i mean.. and i feel seriously helpless ...i'm also tired of going up and out of my way for everyone and when it comes to me no one does anything.. unless of course it's because they feel like they have to .. not cause they want to.. and yet even with that.. i'm still too nice to people and i have no idea why..
and now on top of already feeling crappy about things.. i get bad news.. and dealing with that on top of everything is just not going well .. i'm just not good at this stuff.. And i know nobody is..but i just feel tired now..

well..Thanks for listening ladies.. even if it turns out that i made no sense..
some prayers for my cousin would be greatly appreciated.. and i could def. use some hugs right about now ...

LoveisBliss Posted: Sep 14, 2007 12:21 AM

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and lots of to you hun

those hugs werent supposed to be smiling.. im sorry

that's ok.. the smiley hugs wouldn't be so bad right now..

Thanks girls.. i really do appreciate it. It makes me feel better just to know that people care..
It's frustrating sometimes.. i don't even bother to tell other people my problems anymore ... and i hate to complain.. i always try and be the rock.. the one who is there for everyone else..but sometimes it really does help to get it off your chest sometimes.

don't ever feel like that!!! you should let it out..if it builds it just makes it that much harder on yourself..and your not complaining at all..this is a really sad story..i hope it all works out

exactly... it's not good to keep these emotions bottled in... you'll feel alot better when you express them

Toucan311 Posted: Sep 14, 2007 12:26 AM

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Oh Krystal I'm sorry you're having a bad week! I get down too alot! Please know I'm always here if you need to talk! FM me anytime!!

mrspalomino148 Posted: Sep 14, 2007 12:30 AM

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aww things will get better, sometimes life just likes to throw a bunch of stuff at you at once, but it will get better, and no matter what you are marrying the love of your life so at the end of the day thats all that matters!

and your cousin will be in my prayers, I thank god they found them quickly, and I pray for a speedy recovery

Celest Posted: Sep 14, 2007 12:34 AM

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aww hon. I understand completely. & will be sending you & the fam my most positive thoughts & wishes. Do not even sweat it. you are always able to let it out here & know we're all here for you!

JeanetteandSteve Posted: Sep 14, 2007 12:36 AM

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i'm so sorry for everything you're dealing with!! hope you feel better soon...

ArmyOfBabies Posted: Sep 14, 2007 01:22 AM

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Omg! I'm sorry that your cousin is sick! If you need anything let me know!!!!

CNC4eva3402 Posted: Sep 14, 2007 02:10 AM

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I am so sorry girl!! I'll def keep your cousin, you and your family in my prayers!! Stay strong!!

chrispar Posted: Sep 14, 2007 06:23 AM

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So sorry that you are going through this right now. I really hope taht your cousing gets better for you!!!

ChristineAaron08 Posted: Sep 14, 2007 06:51 AM

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Aww- I am so sorry for your cousin. The good thing is that hodgkins is very curable these days. There are great treatments. I hope he comes through with flying colors.

ama1771 Posted: Sep 14, 2007 07:03 AM

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MikeandJess Posted: Sep 14, 2007 08:12 AM

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Your cousin and family is in my prayers

Mizzdimple Posted: Sep 14, 2007 08:14 AM

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really sorry girl

catsgirl Posted: Sep 14, 2007 08:23 AM

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i'm really sorry to hear this, i will be praying for your cousin and for you as well, if you need to talk fm me anytime, sweetie...

blu6385 Posted: Sep 14, 2007 08:25 AM

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for youand you family ... hope all gets better !!!

sassygirl9 Posted: Sep 14, 2007 08:26 AM

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I'm sorry you're going through this. My prayers are with you and your fam

Jesses Girl Posted: Sep 14, 2007 08:32 AM

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aww hey hun...i kno what you feel like..i have had moments like that (not with your cousin but the other things)

here are some prayers for your cousin...I wish him him the best really! I hope he will be okay..

maybe take a break from the plans and the thinkin about wedding...and in a week or 2 when you are feeling better it will be ok.

i get those moments where i dont want to think bout the wedding too..

cheer up, hun.

mariaobride Posted: Sep 14, 2007 08:35 AM

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so sorry to hear that- you are in my prayers I truly hope everything works out for you.

Princess Cut Bride Posted: Sep 14, 2007 08:54 AM

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Krystal I am so sorry to hear about your cousin. I will pray for him to get better. Sorry you are having a bad week.... We all feel like this every now and then so don't get discouraged. Just remember things can only get better!!!

JTsGal829 Posted: Sep 14, 2007 09:21 AM

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wow..you girls are so awesome!! thank you so much.. i truly do appreciate all the hugs and prayers.. i'm glad i have such a great bunch of people to talk to .. you guys will save me a lot of money on therapy..lol. Thank you again ladies