UPDATE DAD IS GONNA BE OK I'm so depressed, don't want to plan the wedding anymore

Hi Ladies,

I've been MIA for about a month now. So much has happened.
To make a very long story short, my uncle passed away a few wks ago, and it was just horrible going thru the whole ordeal in the hospital with him, to make things worse, since he's doesn't live in America, we had to ship his body overseas. Since his family doesn't have much money, my sister, myself, and my cousin had to pay for this. Unfortunately, I had to dip into my wedding $ and now I'm close to 4K short. Hoping I can make it up somehow. To make things worse, I had to travel overseas to ensure the arrival of his body, and while I was there ( my parents live there too), during the funeral, my dad suffered a heart attack, and suffered another one later the same day. Hopefully he'll be ok...I pray. I can't tell you how depressed I've been lately. The wedding is the last thing on my mind, but I realize I need to get back into the flow of things, but just can't bring myself to get back into these details. I feel like none of it is important anymore.
I really need LIW to pull me back into the swing of things. Make me remember why all of this was important.

I'm sorry to go on like this. And I hope everything I just wrote makes sense. Love you.