Vent, stupid, petty vent!

OK, I know this week shoud be my best week of the year and all, but I'm down... Somthing is really bothering me.... Our neighbor (who I like & she's great, she loves our puppy & ask to take him on walks all the time)... Was in our apt. Throwing the ball w/ out puppy & he droped it in her lap (like he does w/ everyone), yet her legs were open so the ball fell in her crotch, and she drew attention to it, She & my FH laughed about, while I just shot a look... Then she continued to talk about her crotch for a few minutes. I let it go, so I thought but it still bothers me, I felt disrespected, & angry. I brought it up to FH this morning & now we're not speaking . I told him that if he can't see how she made me feel then I have to think about things & re-evaluate everything. He told, me to relax b/c she has a BF & he's moving in next week.

My anger & pain goes beyond this, like he doesn't have my back... Why defend her to fight w. me?

I'm so angry & hurt , ugh cranky too, I need a nap