am i the only one?

That just wants to get away from everything right now lol...with the wedding, personal issues, and just so many other things i feel worn out...its sad bc i remember this time last year and it was so different and great, we were engaged a few months and barely started planning and this week last year we went away and had a great trip and there were no problems at all. I go to bed late bc i have a million things on my mind, wake up early for work-tired all day and have so many things on my to do list that i have a hard time getting to I would give anything to go back in time one year ago lol

I made plans for after work to meet friends for happy hour and cant wait

i slept on the couch maybe 5 times in the last week and a half because i cant fall asleep at night.......im stressed out and have anxiety and i just cant lay in bed while FH is sleeping - its like i cant even get comfortable enough to fall asleep even though im tired....i feel like i am starting to get insomnia - i dont know if its wedding related or what.....i just feel weird lately - and very blah....i havent done my hair or make up or dressed nice for work in awhile

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Posted by Future Mulligan

i slept on the couch maybe 5 times in the last week and a half because i cant fall asleep at night.......im stressed out and have anxiety and i just cant lay in bed while FH is sleeping - its like i cant even get comfortable enough to fall asleep even though im tired....i feel like i am starting to get insomnia - i dont know if its wedding related or what.....i just feel weird lately - and very blah....i havent done my hair or make up or dressed nice for work in awhile

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ITS so annoying lol and i got into the habit of not really fixing myself up either and then i just felt like such a mess after a while and it didnt help...now i try to fix myself up more or just do it more often.

I would love to just run away.



Things are bad right now and at this point, I'm just done with everything. So I totally know how you feel, we just have to remember that things will look up eventually and that most times, things could be worse even if you can't imagine that.

I hope you feel better.

i am totally with you both!!

i haven't been able to sleep in a month and a half or so... i don't bother doing my hair or make up anymore ... i'm helping my family with things and putting myself second.. like i do with everything..

i need to get crackin but i just don't want to deal with anyone or anything...

I know it can be stressful etc. but in the grand scheme, we're lucky ladies who have FH's that adore us and a strong connection with friends and family!! It's normal to feel the blues though, I think the crazy weather has something to do with it! Hang in there and have lots of fun at the happy hour. Relax and have a great time.

we have soooo much going on besides wedding things - so its been really hectic.....i havent felt pretty in a long time.....ive been so lazy.......and i just cant sleep at night

i want a vacation!

I feel your pain!!!! Only difference is at least you were able to enjoy your engagement.... i feel like i have been stressed so much lately it is not even funny.... i want to either go back in time and relive getting engaged or fast forward to the wedding.... this in between stuff is killing me!!

Stress is definitely an understatement..... i feel like i am having more bad days than good

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Posted by Songstress1212

Denise, you are so not the only one. I was in my car the other night and I felt like just DRIVING away!!! Ive been a mess lately. My head hurts everyday and I cant sleep. Luckily, I have 2 parties this weekend. Im gonna have a few drinks and wind down!

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did someone say headaches? omg ... i feel like ive had a headache for 4 weeks now FH doesnt understand. i travel a TON for work, when im actually home all i do is wedding planning. I feel like im being torn in 80 directions by work, friends, family, FH etc. I want ME time and I dont mean to try on dresses, choose floral arrangements, decide on invites etc.

ughhh...

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Posted by TGs Lady 22908

I would love to just run away.



Things are bad right now and at this point, I'm just done with everything. So I totally know how you feel, we just have to remember that things will look up eventually and that most times, things could be worse even if you can't imagine that.

I hope you feel better.

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thats how i feel...i mean just when i get into the wedding again and get excited about things, life has to hit me with something else and its been like this for a while now, its getting to the point that when something happens again i just am like ok whatever bc so tired of it. So its like i have all these other things and then the weight of the wedding...some days are good but god some days i wanna bang my head lol

Awww thanks, hope you feel better too

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Posted by BellaChandella

i am totally with you both!!

i haven't been able to sleep in a month and a half or so... i don't bother doing my hair or make up anymore ... i'm helping my family with things and putting myself second.. like i do with everything..

i need to get crackin but i just don't want to deal with anyone or anything...

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WOW seems like alot of us even lose interest in our looks, i guess to go with how we feel lol but i try now to make more of an effort thats why when i do go out now i go all out lol

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Posted by NapaValleyGirl

I know it can be stressful etc. but in the grand scheme, we're lucky ladies who have FH's that adore us and a strong connection with friends and family!! It's normal to feel the blues though, I think the crazy weather has something to do with it! Hang in there and have lots of fun at the happy hour. Relax and have a great time.

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its not the weather, ive been like this for 6 months lol...thanks alot

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Posted by Songstress1212

Denise, you are so not the only one. I was in my car the other night and I felt like just DRIVING away!!! Ive been a mess lately. My head hurts everyday and I cant sleep. Luckily, I have 2 parties this weekend. Im gonna have a few drinks and wind down!

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oh god i thought about it too, i was like hmmm maybe i can go stay in miami for a bit hahaha. I know thank god for parties, i have one on saturday and have plans on thursday but that wasnt enough so i made plans for today too hahahaha

I'm so glad I'm not the only one. I cry at least 3 nights a week for the past month or so. FH joked around that he's worried about me, but I think he was partly serious and that upsets me in itself. I'm just so stressed out about this wedding. I have only 4 months to go and I'm worried we're not going to have enough money at the end and will have to ask my parents. I'm worried about it being fun, and i'm worried because FH is not into big things and really wanted to do this so simply (if he had it his way we would have eloped). And I told him I would make it is as simple as I could and well, I'm sure you all know how that turns out. It's turned into a huge wedding and although I know he'll have a great time I'm just worried he's going to have a panic attack that day under all the pressure. I think I'm developing anxiety and I was NEVER like this.

I soooooooo need to go away. Remember those 'Calgon take me away' commercials? That's how I feel.....

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Posted by Future Mulligan

we have soooo much going on besides wedding things - so its been really hectic.....i havent felt pretty in a long time.....ive been so lazy.......and i just cant sleep at night

i want a vacation!

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yeah thats the thing, the biggest problems are not wedding related...i wish the problem was the biggest stress and only stress, thats stress thats easier to handle.

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Posted by FinallyEngaged

I feel your pain!!!! Only difference is at least you were able to enjoy your engagement.... i feel like i have been stressed so much lately it is not even funny.... i want to either go back in time and relive getting engaged or fast forward to the wedding.... this in between stuff is killing me!!

Stress is definitely an understatement..... i feel like i am having more bad days than good

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i feel the same, like a black cloud is just hanging over my head and it just wont go away...it s*cks bc ill try hard to get all happy about the planning and have a good time with it but i cant and i know its the one time in our lives we have this so makes me feel worse

sorry

it's not just you at all. I really am not stressed about the wedding stuff b/c of all the other things going on... working like crazy and going to school, i miss my family, i miss FH, etc. i was so excited to go back for my MBA but now I'm always tired, we never do anything fun, and work is super busy. And I wish i could go back and appreciate all that time I used to have when i could meet friends for drinks or go shopping.

I'm actually totally excited to go dress shopping and looking at flowers this weekend with my sister and do some wedding stuff for a change.

oh and i haven't worn lipstick or eye makeup in almost a year is this why?? I am just disinterested? I love makeup but i'm too lazy to deal

I'd say a vacation is definitely in order for all of us!

Yea im def. feeling the same way..Lately I just want to go home, be by myself and not talk to anyone. I dont want to plan anything, go out anywhere, I barely see FH anymore b/c hes working a million jobs. I hate getting up for work in the morning, I hate getting dressed, I hate that i'm so broke. I just want to go away..but I cant afford to lol
The moment I leave work my cell starts ringing and its usually my mom or FH calling to fill me in on the drama that happened that day. I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEE I get enough of it at work, I have clients calling me all damn day, I work with a bunch of retards, so I just dont feel like talking to anyone. I prefer text msgs lolol

Sorry i'm rambling but I'm just stressing out