Posted by Future Mulligan
i havent felt pretty in a long time.....ive been so lazy.......and i just cant sleep at night![]()
Posted by missliss
I'm so glad I'm not the only one. I cry at least 3 nights a week for the past month or so. FH joked around that he's worried about me, but I think he was partly serious and that upsets me in itself. I'm just so stressed out about this wedding. I have only 4 months to go and I'm worried we're not going to have enough money at the end and will have to ask my parents. I'm worried about it being fun, and i'm worried because FH is not into big things and really wanted to do this so simply (if he had it his way we would have eloped). And I told him I would make it is as simple as I could and well, I'm sure you all know how that turns out. It's turned into a huge wedding and although I know he'll have a great time I'm just worried he's going to have a panic attack that day under all the pressure. I think I'm developing anxiety and I was NEVER like this.
I soooooooo need to go away. Remember those 'Calgon take me away' commercials? That's how I feel.....![]()
Posted by snwb08
it's not just you at all. I really am not stressed about the wedding stuff b/c of all the other things going on... working like crazy and going to school, i miss my family, i miss FH, etc. i was so excited to go back for my MBA but now I'm always tired, we never do anything fun, and work is super busy. And I wish i could go back and appreciate all that time I used to have when i could meet friends for drinks or go shopping.
I'm actually totally excited to go dress shopping and looking at flowers this weekend with my sister and do some wedding stuff for a change.
oh and i haven't worn lipstick or eye makeup in almost a yearis this why?? I am just disinterested? I love makeup but i'm too lazy to deal
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I'd say a vacation is definitely in order for all of us!![]()
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Posted by Espo22
i know its the one time in our lives we have this so makes me feel worse
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It been ok for me, Im getting alot of wedd things done so I can relax my mind until the new year. Maybe you are just having 'one of those days', trust me I had my share when I dont want to do anything and I want to be left alone. WHy dont you take a weekend trip with FH or if you dont want FH go hangout with your girlfriends, go to AC or something. RELAX AND HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Espo22
Posted by missliss
I'm so glad I'm not the only one. I cry at least 3 nights a week for the past month or so. FH joked around that he's worried about me, but I think he was partly serious and that upsets me in itself. I'm just so stressed out about this wedding. I have only 4 months to go and I'm worried we're not going to have enough money at the end and will have to ask my parents. I'm worried about it being fun, and i'm worried because FH is not into big things and really wanted to do this so simply (if he had it his way we would have eloped). And I told him I would make it is as simple as I could and well, I'm sure you all know how that turns out. It's turned into a huge wedding and although I know he'll have a great time I'm just worried he's going to have a panic attack that day under all the pressure. I think I'm developing anxiety and I was NEVER like this.
I soooooooo need to go away. Remember those 'Calgon take me away' commercials? That's how I feel.....![]()
i am so sorrymaybe a weekend getaway or something
Posted by dajc23
Yea im def. feeling the same way..Lately I just want to go home, be by myself and not talk to anyone. I dont want to plan anything, go out anywhere, I barely see FH anymore b/c hes working a million jobs. I hate getting up for work in the morning, I hate getting dressed, I hate that i'm so broke. I just want to go away..but I cant afford to lol
The moment I leave work my cell starts ringing and its usually my mom or FH calling to fill me in on the drama that happened that day. I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEE I get enough of it at work, I have clients calling me all damn day, I work with a bunch of retards, so I just dont feel like talking to anyone. I prefer text msgs lolol
Sorry i'm rambling but I'm just stressing out
Posted by missliss
Posted by Espo22
Posted by missliss
I'm so glad I'm not the only one. I cry at least 3 nights a week for the past month or so. FH joked around that he's worried about me, but I think he was partly serious and that upsets me in itself. I'm just so stressed out about this wedding. I have only 4 months to go and I'm worried we're not going to have enough money at the end and will have to ask my parents. I'm worried about it being fun, and i'm worried because FH is not into big things and really wanted to do this so simply (if he had it his way we would have eloped). And I told him I would make it is as simple as I could and well, I'm sure you all know how that turns out. It's turned into a huge wedding and although I know he'll have a great time I'm just worried he's going to have a panic attack that day under all the pressure. I think I'm developing anxiety and I was NEVER like this.
I soooooooo need to go away. Remember those 'Calgon take me away' commercials? That's how I feel.....![]()
i am so sorrymaybe a weekend getaway or something
Thanks. You know what I need honestly?? I need a night out with my girlfriends. I can't even tell you the last time I hung out with just my girlfriends. See, I'm the last to get married so they all just started having kids and have little babies at home. So none of them can do anything anymore and I feel like, I used to have such a social life and now I really feel like I have no friends. I know I do have friends, I just never see them and it would be so great to just go out for dinner and drinks with them but we all live in different places (all in the metro area, but all over). It just *****. I go home everyday and it's the same thing, cook dinner, eat dinner, do wedding stuff/watch TV, go to bed. I just feel stuck in such a rut.
Wow, i'm a whiner huh???![]()
Posted by cbcf
I kinda feel your pain Denise.
I have been getting constent headaches and I never get headaches. Now I need glasses so that for some reason stressed me out but it was because ofthe headaches I found out I needed them.
Then....school FULL TIME *****! Grad school is definitely not fun. I hate my classes and professors and the work involved haha I just want my career already. I hate how every class has 15 or more of observations to do. And they are all assigned at different schools. Therefore I need to take off from work to complete them (and I don't get paid for days I take off). It's like schools dont give a crap that you work....you need these hours and thats it.
And then work- I HATE MY JOB. I worked here for 2 years and now I am comfortable adn I like the people I work around but i need a job with benefits so I can get off my parents. It ***** not getting paid when taking off...anyoe wanna help!! I have a BA in Psych haha
Then the wedding planning...and FH not being home. And him annoying me about planning the wedding. HELLO you arent home shut up I am doing this by myself. And then he is going to Iraq in March-- hence moving the wedding back which stressed me out. UGHH I hate life right now and I need a break.
I want to go away for a couple days when fh comes home for chrismtas![]()
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Posted by Espo22
Posted by dajc23
Yea im def. feeling the same way..Lately I just want to go home, be by myself and not talk to anyone. I dont want to plan anything, go out anywhere, I barely see FH anymore b/c hes working a million jobs. I hate getting up for work in the morning, I hate getting dressed, I hate that i'm so broke. I just want to go away..but I cant afford to lol
The moment I leave work my cell starts ringing and its usually my mom or FH calling to fill me in on the drama that happened that day. I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEE I get enough of it at work, I have clients calling me all damn day, I work with a bunch of retards, so I just dont feel like talking to anyone. I prefer text msgs lolol
Sorry i'm rambling but I'm just stressing out
WOW the first paragraph of your post i felt like i wrote hahahahaha...i dont want to talk to people either bc its like what do i say, theyll ask hey how is everything and ill say all the bad things which i dont want to talk about...but then i feel so guilty for being distant with ppl lately which just makes it worse lol. I do get home and just want to lay down or sit on the computer and not talk to anyone, my mom will come talk to me and i feel horrible bc i wont be in the mood. Every morning is such a routine getting up and thinking ok just 3 days to friday or whatever it is lol, i have this long commute that does take alot out of you. Its horrible bc all i do now is dwell on all of last year how different it was...fh and i used to go out to dinner at least 3x a week and we did something almost every weekday even if it was something small and everything was just different...i hate falling into this routine bc honestly i know how down the road this routine can effect the relationship
Posted by jboothin2008
For me I am a little stressed out about my health ... I am going on a biologic therapy treatment for my psoriasis in late Nov and have had to go for bloodwork and a flu shot and a PPD (tb tine, to make sure I don't have tuberculosis ... ) this past week. I have a GYN appt tonight, and on the way I have to go back to the damn reg dr so they can check the PPD and make sure it's negative ... I had a hair appt on Sat. which is nice but another damn appt., a little stressful .. I have a bunch of dental work to do later this month ... that's always fun ... FH has a bad cold so of course you know how men are, he's 'dying' .. I've had to take care of him, go out and get medicine when I was JUST OUT, etc ...
And then there's a little bit of anxiety I am feeeling about the actual meds I will be going on, I have to get a shot once a week for 12 weeks, and it may help, it may not. This is like a last resort. Copays are $40 a week and yes I have to pay every week.
Let's not even consider the fact that FH is a pack rat and we have a new 25 foot enclosed car trailer and a camper that we need to find room for at the house we rent because my landlord has boats that he stores there over the winter, and they go exacrly where these two new 'toys' are now....![]()
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Wedding? what wedding?
ditto, ditto, ditto, alot of things is just gettn to me. and taking off work today, and spending time alone, helped some. fh will be home soon, and we have a b-day party, we always have something, never alot of time for each other, and when we get it were so exhausted we fall asleep. so i dunno.....
Posted by Espo22
Posted by jboothin2008
For me I am a little stressed out about my health ... I am going on a biologic therapy treatment for my psoriasis in late Nov and have had to go for bloodwork and a flu shot and a PPD (tb tine, to make sure I don't have tuberculosis ... ) this past week. I have a GYN appt tonight, and on the way I have to go back to the damn reg dr so they can check the PPD and make sure it's negative ... I had a hair appt on Sat. which is nice but another damn appt., a little stressful .. I have a bunch of dental work to do later this month ... that's always fun ... FH has a bad cold so of course you know how men are, he's 'dying' .. I've had to take care of him, go out and get medicine when I was JUST OUT, etc ...
And then there's a little bit of anxiety I am feeeling about the actual meds I will be going on, I have to get a shot once a week for 12 weeks, and it may help, it may not. This is like a last resort. Copays are $40 a week and yes I have to pay every week.
Let's not even consider the fact that FH is a pack rat and we have a new 25 foot enclosed car trailer and a camper that we need to find room for at the house we rent because my landlord has boats that he stores there over the winter, and they go exacrly where these two new 'toys' are now....![]()
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Wedding? what wedding?
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Posted by cbcf
I kinda feel your pain Denise.
I have been getting constent headaches and I never get headaches. Now I need glasses so that for some reason stressed me out but it was because ofthe headaches I found out I needed them.
Then....school FULL TIME *****! Grad school is definitely not fun. I hate my classes and professors and the work involved haha I just want my career already. I hate how every class has 15 or more of observations to do. And they are all assigned at different schools. Therefore I need to take off from work to complete them (and I don't get paid for days I take off). It's like schools dont give a crap that you work....you need these hours and thats it.
And then work- I HATE MY JOB. I worked here for 2 years and now I am comfortable adn I like the people I work around but i need a job with benefits so I can get off my parents. It ***** not getting paid when taking off...anyoe wanna help!! I have a BA in Psych haha
Then the wedding planning...and FH not being home. And him annoying me about planning the wedding. HELLO you arent home shut up I am doing this by myself. And then he is going to Iraq in March-- hence moving the wedding back which stressed me out. UGHH I hate life right now and I need a break.
I want to go away for a couple days when fh comes home for chrismtas![]()
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Posted by missliss
Posted by Espo22
Posted by dajc23
Yea im def. feeling the same way..Lately I just want to go home, be by myself and not talk to anyone. I dont want to plan anything, go out anywhere, I barely see FH anymore b/c hes working a million jobs. I hate getting up for work in the morning, I hate getting dressed, I hate that i'm so broke. I just want to go away..but I cant afford to lol
The moment I leave work my cell starts ringing and its usually my mom or FH calling to fill me in on the drama that happened that day. I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEE I get enough of it at work, I have clients calling me all damn day, I work with a bunch of retards, so I just dont feel like talking to anyone. I prefer text msgs lolol
Sorry i'm rambling but I'm just stressing out
WOW the first paragraph of your post i felt like i wrote hahahahaha...i dont want to talk to people either bc its like what do i say, theyll ask hey how is everything and ill say all the bad things which i dont want to talk about...but then i feel so guilty for being distant with ppl lately which just makes it worse lol. I do get home and just want to lay down or sit on the computer and not talk to anyone, my mom will come talk to me and i feel horrible bc i wont be in the mood. Every morning is such a routine getting up and thinking ok just 3 days to friday or whatever it is lol, i have this long commute that does take alot out of you. Its horrible bc all i do now is dwell on all of last year how different it was...fh and i used to go out to dinner at least 3x a week and we did something almost every weekday even if it was something small and everything was just different...i hate falling into this routine bc honestly i know how down the road this routine can effect the relationship
That scares the crap out of me too, the routine thing. Routines can be great don't get me wrong......but let me ask you, are you worried about it getting boring. We have a great time together and FH is my best friend and makes me laugh and I know I make him laugh, but we're living together 3 years already and I'm worried about the boredom kicking in and effecting the relationship like you said.....
Posted by missliss
Posted by Espo22
Posted by dajc23
Yea im def. feeling the same way..Lately I just want to go home, be by myself and not talk to anyone. I dont want to plan anything, go out anywhere, I barely see FH anymore b/c hes working a million jobs. I hate getting up for work in the morning, I hate getting dressed, I hate that i'm so broke. I just want to go away..but I cant afford to lol
The moment I leave work my cell starts ringing and its usually my mom or FH calling to fill me in on the drama that happened that day. I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEE I get enough of it at work, I have clients calling me all damn day, I work with a bunch of retards, so I just dont feel like talking to anyone. I prefer text msgs lolol
Sorry i'm rambling but I'm just stressing out
WOW the first paragraph of your post i felt like i wrote hahahahaha...i dont want to talk to people either bc its like what do i say, theyll ask hey how is everything and ill say all the bad things which i dont want to talk about...but then i feel so guilty for being distant with ppl lately which just makes it worse lol. I do get home and just want to lay down or sit on the computer and not talk to anyone, my mom will come talk to me and i feel horrible bc i wont be in the mood. Every morning is such a routine getting up and thinking ok just 3 days to friday or whatever it is lol, i have this long commute that does take alot out of you. Its horrible bc all i do now is dwell on all of last year how different it was...fh and i used to go out to dinner at least 3x a week and we did something almost every weekday even if it was something small and everything was just different...i hate falling into this routine bc honestly i know how down the road this routine can effect the relationship
That scares the crap out of me too, the routine thing. Routines can be great don't get me wrong......but let me ask you, are you worried about it getting boring. We have a great time together and FH is my best friend and makes me laugh and I know I make him laugh, but we're living together 3 years already and I'm worried about the boredom kicking in and effecting the relationship like you said.....
Posted by dajc23
Posted by missliss
Posted by Espo22
Posted by dajc23
Yea im def. feeling the same way..Lately I just want to go home, be by myself and not talk to anyone. I dont want to plan anything, go out anywhere, I barely see FH anymore b/c hes working a million jobs. I hate getting up for work in the morning, I hate getting dressed, I hate that i'm so broke. I just want to go away..but I cant afford to lol
The moment I leave work my cell starts ringing and its usually my mom or FH calling to fill me in on the drama that happened that day. I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEE I get enough of it at work, I have clients calling me all damn day, I work with a bunch of retards, so I just dont feel like talking to anyone. I prefer text msgs lolol
Sorry i'm rambling but I'm just stressing out
WOW the first paragraph of your post i felt like i wrote hahahahaha...i dont want to talk to people either bc its like what do i say, theyll ask hey how is everything and ill say all the bad things which i dont want to talk about...but then i feel so guilty for being distant with ppl lately which just makes it worse lol. I do get home and just want to lay down or sit on the computer and not talk to anyone, my mom will come talk to me and i feel horrible bc i wont be in the mood. Every morning is such a routine getting up and thinking ok just 3 days to friday or whatever it is lol, i have this long commute that does take alot out of you. Its horrible bc all i do now is dwell on all of last year how different it was...fh and i used to go out to dinner at least 3x a week and we did something almost every weekday even if it was something small and everything was just different...i hate falling into this routine bc honestly i know how down the road this routine can effect the relationship
That scares the crap out of me too, the routine thing. Routines can be great don't get me wrong......but let me ask you, are you worried about it getting boring. We have a great time together and FH is my best friend and makes me laugh and I know I make him laugh, but we're living together 3 years already and I'm worried about the boredom kicking in and effecting the relationship like you said.....
Oh yea I am def. worried about this routine thing. Everyday is the exact same for FH and I. I get up first, go in the shower, wake him up, he leaves before me, I get to work then the bullsh*t starts in, FH calls to check in before lunch, the rest of the day *****, I get home at exactly 6pm everyday, I cook dinner, FH comes home, we eat, he falls asleep on the couch, I go online and watch tv, he wakes up and gets ready for his night job and i go to bed...EVERY NIGHT. the only night it changes is Saturday when I make him take me somewhere and its usually to just dinner or something...how boring is that?!?! i'm glad he is quite the entertainer though. Otherwise we'd be screwed lol
