Everyone hates me and I hate the wedding

My mom is not speaking to me because she wanted to come to NY from FL a week before the wedding. I explained to her that with everything going on that it would stress me out if ashe stayed in my house for a week. I am paying for her hotel for the weekend. She got mad and hung up on me. Later she called to apologize, but she isnt answering my calls.

My FH isnt speaking to me because I bought a new phone because I dropped the other one in coffee and it died. He said he would get me a new phone but I got tired of waiting so I just went and got one. He freaked out and mentioned that we have a wedding to pay for. Which is such BS!! He never stops himself from gettign what he wants because of the wedding!!! So for the past 2 nights he has ignored me and slept on the couch

None of my response cards are coming in and I have no clue who is or isnt coming to the wedding so I cant even go pay the final deposit because I dont have a count. I cant order my flowers because I have to speak with the people at the reception/ceremony site about delivery times and I cant call them without a final deposit!!

I hate the wedding and everyone hates me!!! Thanks for reading.