How ironic to happen on my 1 year countdown (KINDA LONG)

So today is officially 1 year till mine and my awesome fellow date twins on this site...but I'm not sure if it's just ironic that it was today but a few crappy things this morning...

Last night I had by far the WORST wedding nightmare I've ever had. We were at Venetian and my cocktail hour started but I wasn't married yet so we had to leave to go to the church to get married the BM told us we had to clean up before we left so we had to move these huge round tables before we left. So then I realized my hair and nails weren't done (my nailpolish was pink and all chipped) so there just happened to be a salon next door so I went there to get my hair and nails done. The guy only put one coat of nailpolish on and it looked horrible you could still see the pink underneath and he didn't even do my hair he just put a bunch of huge bobby pins in it and no hairspray so by the time I left the salon my hair came undone. We never made it to the church we just went back into Venetian and found out that the florist never came with the centerpieces or any flowers!!!! That's all I can remember.

I only had like 3 wedding dreams since I've been engaged and I just thought it was ironic to have that on my 1 year...

Now to add to that, on my way to work as I was driving and I look the right to see this old man dressed exactly like my grandpa used to dress with the exact same walk and stature...I then cried the whole way to work thinking that he'll never see me get married. I was SOOO close to him he lived with me my whole life and was like a second father to me

Not a good start to my day