Lillettes....can't stop crying (UPDATE)

I couldn't wait to get to my sister's house today so that I could see the bridesmaid dress that she just picked up....as soon as I saw it I burst into tears...not because i was happy but because they dress was not the color i had chosen. You see I originally wanted to have an all white wedding but i allowed my bridal party to talk me out of it....I'm not really one for colors so I loved the idea and elegance of all white....so anyway....they next lightest color was a very pale pink...almost like a silvery white with a tinge of pink. The dress however, is bubble gum pink and I absoulutely hate it and Lillettes will do nothig about it. I asked them if it was their policy to let brides leave unhappy and they really could care less. So here I am now with dresses that i absolutely hate. And what is making me the most upset is that I let others talk me into something else when I should have just went with my first idea. So here I am 5 weeks before the wedding.....very very sad....depressed and unhappy. And Lillettes has noot heard the last from me