My poor puppy =(((((((((((((

I was waiting to tell you guys that i got the little dog tux that i ordereddd but my dog didnt make it Ive never been one to share much about my feelings to people let alone people i barely know but you guys are so welcoming and helpful. I feel like my heart has been ripped out and stepped on. I realized that I was able to deal with my gmas death because i had him and when i came home from work everyday i would drag him around wherever i went --- whether he wanted to or not --- He was such a hairy little monster. Im going to miss him so much. He had diabetes and would wake up in the middle of the night and bark to go outside to pee and i was the only one to hear him and last night i woke up at 440 because i heard him. That killed me =( ... If my mom or FH tell me hes in a better place or hes not in pain anymore im going to smack them.. i know all this im not stupid i never wanted him to be in pain or sick but there just innocent little animals they shouldnt have to deal with illness. I want my dog back plain and simple !! Im attaching a pic of the little guy. When we got him 13 yrs ago i never would have/could have imagined how much a part of the family he would become. Im sure you all know.

Awwww, so sorry to hear this....I have tears in my eyes

Stay strong...and try to remember all of the happy memories you have with him.

so sorry to hear about your dog.

aw i'm so sorry! i feel the same way about my little babies - and i couldn't imagine losing either of them. i'm so sorry for your loss, and i know you don't want to hear this, but he's in a better place now with all his friends playing and eating whatever he wants!

I'm so sorry for your loss

I'm really sorry to hear about your little baby. I can only imagine how you're feeling right now and it breaks my heart. My dog Lucy told me to give you a big sloppy kiss...sooo

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Awww I am sooo sorry! :( We are hugeee dog ppl (3 big dogs) and I totally understand that they become part of the family!!

I know exactly how you feel and know that there is nothing that any of us can say to make it better but know we are thinking about you.

I recently had to euthanize my cat due to mouth cancer and it was the hardest thing I ever had to do.

I am trying my best not to bawl right now

I'm going through the same thing right now. Our old family dog is dying I think. I am so upset, I was in junior h.s when we got her.

I can't type anymore of because I am tearing up at my desk right now.

I'm so sorry for your loss

I'm so sorry

I am soo sorry for the loss of your Dog. I know exactly what you are feeling. I went thru the same thing almost 3 yrs ago. I was crying and depressed for like 2 months. Everytime I would remember him I would cry hysterical b/c he was such a huge part of my life. When I would want to cry or just cuddle he would be there for me and when he was gone, I felt lonely. Pets become like family and they give you that unconditional love and loyalty that sometimes human don't even give you. Hang in there! At least he's not suffering anymore

omg this is so sad, I am so sorry for your loss

Awww soooo sorry about the loss of your dog. he was such a cutie. Dealing with losing a pet is one of the hardest things you can go through (aside from a death of a person). They become such a part of your family. Ours are like our children. The fact that they're so innocent and helpless does add on to the grief and guilt. So sorry again

I cannot THANK YOU girls enough for the support and kindness!!. You guys are the best!!! I really appricate it all.

LBUDA &mybabylovesmoi -- didnt mean to make you cryyy (btw my vet was amazinggg he did everything he could up until the last moment) If you ever need a vet ours was amazinggg. We felt most vets woulda let him die weeks ago


wiggleit28- thanks lucy !
Watermelon5- aww i cant imagine loving 3 - my fiances dad just suggested he get me one for our wedding.. i said nooo - i wont be ready for a longgg time. I cant imagine having kids and making them cry either

mara1017- so sorry about your cat!! =(

JRT5412 ughhh im soo sorry !! I know how you are feeling. I feel the same. I bothered my dog all dayyy long with kisses and hugs and picking him up, he didnt mind mosttt of the time ;) I workout everyday at home and he would always be right next to me - that is going to kill me! I def feel so lonely without him already. They absolutely are family, i was petrifiedddd of dogs before we got him who would have thought he'd have such an impact on my life.

MrsSx2- between babys and pets I dont think either should ever experience any type of pain or saddness.

i'm so sorry to hear that ... he was adorable ....

I am so so so sorry!

ugh. i'm sorry for you loss but i'm glad you were willing to share with us because we're always here for you.

i am so very sorry for your loss....i have tears in my eyes reading this because i am also an animal lover. i have a little puppy too and i do not know what i would do without her. she is always there for meand is my best friend. so sorry again

awww im so sorry for your loss