Need to vent a bit

Ok I just need to vent...its not really major and I know that but I'm frustrated and need to get this stuff off my chest...


why is it soooooooo hard to find a beautiful place that my FH and I mutually love were we want to get married...

we LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE Stage 6 at Steiner Studios but its a TON of money and I feel horrible putting that kind of financial strain on my dad

so to be fair i've been looking for a place that i can live with...yeah...there is no place i can live with...FH and I are really bummed about having to look and possibly pick a place that our hearts aren't 100% into...our hearts aren't even 50% into any of the places that would work for us...


i dunno what to dooooooooooooo..planning is supposed to be the happiest most exciting time our a bride's life (most of the time anyway) and for us its just turned into such a struggle and we haven't even really started planning yet!


thanks for letting me vent! i'm sure i'll be doing more of it