NWR- So Emotional.

i always get like that too
i cant even watch any of the movies or anything

i lost my ex in 9/11 and met FH about 3 months after that

when i went to work today, the news vans were already starting to set up... it started affecting me today.

i happen to be on vacation. I got home late the night before from vegas & sleep thorugh it all.. i kept hearing the phone ringing. i thought everybody was calling to see how my vacation was. little did i know... they were calling to see if i was alive. ......

it really puts things into perspective.. what is important in life.. like when i get mad at FH for stupid stuff.. i try not to go to bed mad anymore..

Glad we have this board to express our feelings...

God Bless & good night

i completely understand how all of you are feeling!!! I get very emotional on 9/11 for several reaons. One being my dad worked in the city at the citibank building that also collapsed. He got out thankfully but saw the second plane hit and he said it was unbelieveable sight. And it was horrible since we hadn't heard from him until later that day. Plus I remember some students leaving cause their fathers were either in the building or firefighters who died in the towers.

And another thing I want to mention is just remember your loved ones. i know everyone gets mad at each other at times and yells and fights. But always be grateful for them and tell them how much you appreciate them! I tell my FH that almost every other day!! It might be because i dont ever see him since he is stationed overseas. But this year it hit me hard thinking about what he is doing for this country. And how because of 9/11 he has the chance of going to Iraq. Which I believe he is very strong and honorable in doing so. However last week he told me that by next week he will have a definite answer and date and time for when and if he goes to Iraq! I got sooo emotional at first thinking how i dont want him to go. But then i thought he is standing up for all those who were killed in 9/11 and I AM SOOO PROUD OF HIM!!!!!!!! And of course I dont want him to go and wouldnt even begin to think what it would be like without FH in my life god forbid. But that is another reason to why i tell him I love him and appreciate everything he does!!!!!!!!

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Posted by Snowflake08

i always get like that too
i cant even watch any of the movies or anything

i lost my ex in 9/11 and met FH about 3 months after that

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Laura, I cant even imagine... I am so sorry.

I dont mean to bring up any memories, but i needed to get it out, just as mentioned in an early post.

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Posted by Kimbalina

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Posted by Snowflake08

i always get like that too
i cant even watch any of the movies or anything

i lost my ex in 9/11 and met FH about 3 months after that

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Laura, I cant even imagine... I am so sorry.

I dont mean to bring up any memories, but i needed to get it out, just as mentioned in an early post.

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thank you
you didnt bring them up - its ok
they're always there
its hard; he was a PO
thank g-d for FH; he was a great friend to me in my biggest time of need

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Posted by Snowflake08

i always get like that too
i cant even watch any of the movies or anything

i lost my ex in 9/11 and met FH about 3 months after that

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i am soo sorry to hear that Laura. although you are in love with your FH and marrying him i know it must have been hard to deal with that at the time and i hope you are okay tomorrow!!!

thank you
i have a black ribbon pin with his shield # on it
i wear it every year