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Posted by jteach711

Another anxiety girl right here.

Plus I really only have like 2 really good friends

Lots of girls that I talk to often but don't consider them true friends.

I feel blah today also

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You just desrcibed me! I can totally relate to how all of you feel.

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Posted by jteach711

believe me, if you ever had an anxiety or panic attack, you would know. You heart races, you get dizzy, you sweat, you can't focus your mind. It truely is like you are dying. Thank god I haven't had a full blown one in a while but I am on a low dosage of effexor, I think it is just a placebo at this point. But my fh is so good when I feel it, he really knows how to calm me down and doesn't make me feel weak for feeling that way. It can be very embaressing around people who do not understand it

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can u get that like once in a blue moon? lol sorry for the weird questions but i passed out once for no reason and its almost happened several other times when i was out...and thats kinda how it feels...i remember all of a sudden getting very hot and dizzy..then i start to black out...ive been able to stop it a bunch of times (if i can sit and relax for a minute i can get the feeling to pass then i just go home and feel fine) but ive also had the same feeling and have actually passed out in the middle of a place before (lol im trying to self diagnosis myself haha)

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Sounds like panic disorder, but its dangerous to self diagnose Although I steal antibiotics from my office all the time and give them to ppl w/colds so who the hell am i to talk??

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I'm so glad I posted this topic. At first I felt like a pathetic whiner, but I actually feel better knowing that I'm not insane and that you guys all go through the same things. Really, it is a comfort. The first thing I did when I came back from Vegas was come on here and check on how things were. Its only been a few months, but I've really grown to be curious and concerned for all of you girls, how your lives and weddings are going, etc. Its probably the ONLY thing that keeps me from really just breaking down. Its really hard to admit that youre not 100% happy when you've always been the 'funny girl'

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Heather, you're reading my mind...this website is my saving grace. I was always the class clown, crazy girl and now I stay at home....and that alone is depressing!!!!

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I totally understand! My cats just don't laugh at my jokes, and its so sad not to have that outlet! Thank god some of you girls on here find me amusing, b/c I really felt like that was a whole part of my identity that I was losing, b/c I just had no one to be funny WITH besides FH, and believe me, soemtimes even HE doesnt get my random humor

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I just talked to FH last night about how he doesn't LAUGH at me....he giggles/chuckles but never like belly laughs...I am funny...I've always been funny...he needs to laugh at me more or I'll have a breakdown...I offered to pay him to laugh at me....

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My FH has heard all of my material already! He's done w/laughing at me!

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i think u are hysterical heather!! and my FH thinks my jokes are old too now..but then again he has no sense of humor.. what he thinks is funny i think makes no sense and sometimes he is the only one that doesn't find me funny.. all my friends think i'm funny.. how does he not find me funny? why am i marrying him again? lmaooo

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Lol we have a GTG where we all write new jokes to try out on our FH's.

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sounds like a plan to me!! lol! I'm having a BBQ on Saturday.. it's for FH's bday and mini engagement party for those people who couldn't come to the hall.I think you should all stop by!! .. And remember even though i'm out of work..i'm still a bartender.. i make a mean margarita.. so i can keep you all liquored up..lmaoo

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No, I think its a bad idea. I have a feeling Colleen will get sh*tfaced and go home with one of your uncles. She did it at my family bbq once.

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you dumb slut...suffolk slut....diseased suffolk slut....

it was two of your uncles and your mom...get it straight ho bag....

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But honestly, who HASNT slept w/my mom? I mean, she's also a suffolk native.

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I'm so glad I posted this topic. At first I felt like a pathetic whiner, but I actually feel better knowing that I'm not insane and that you guys all go through the same things. Really, it is a comfort. The first thing I did when I came back from Vegas was come on here and check on how things were. Its only been a few months, but I've really grown to be curious and concerned for all of you girls, how your lives and weddings are going, etc. Its probably the ONLY thing that keeps me from really just breaking down. Its really hard to admit that youre not 100% happy when you've always been the 'funny girl'

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Heather, you're reading my mind...this website is my saving grace. I was always the class clown, crazy girl and now I stay at home....and that alone is depressing!!!!

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I totally understand! My cats just don't laugh at my jokes, and its so sad not to have that outlet! Thank god some of you girls on here find me amusing, b/c I really felt like that was a whole part of my identity that I was losing, b/c I just had no one to be funny WITH besides FH, and believe me, soemtimes even HE doesnt get my random humor

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I just talked to FH last night about how he doesn't LAUGH at me....he giggles/chuckles but never like belly laughs...I am funny...I've always been funny...he needs to laugh at me more or I'll have a breakdown...I offered to pay him to laugh at me....

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My FH has heard all of my material already! He's done w/laughing at me!

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i think u are hysterical heather!! and my FH thinks my jokes are old too now..but then again he has no sense of humor.. what he thinks is funny i think makes no sense and sometimes he is the only one that doesn't find me funny.. all my friends think i'm funny.. how does he not find me funny? why am i marrying him again? lmaooo

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Lol we have a GTG where we all write new jokes to try out on our FH's.

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sounds like a plan to me!! lol! I'm having a BBQ on Saturday.. it's for FH's bday and mini engagement party for those people who couldn't come to the hall.I think you should all stop by!! .. And remember even though i'm out of work..i'm still a bartender.. i make a mean margarita.. so i can keep you all liquored up..lmaoo

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No, I think its a bad idea. I have a feeling Colleen will get sh*tfaced and go home with one of your uncles. She did it at my family bbq once.

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I will DEF be in touch Kerri...it's gonna be a long 5 days for my co-dependent @ss!

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Colleen you know I am always up to hang out haha I mean we can go run around and find some bargins for my wedding since you are soo good at that hahaha

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Posted by jteach711

believe me, if you ever had an anxiety or panic attack, you would know. You heart races, you get dizzy, you sweat, you can't focus your mind. It truely is like you are dying. Thank god I haven't had a full blown one in a while but I am on a low dosage of effexor, I think it is just a placebo at this point. But my fh is so good when I feel it, he really knows how to calm me down and doesn't make me feel weak for feeling that way. It can be very embaressing around people who do not understand it

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can u get that like once in a blue moon? lol sorry for the weird questions but i passed out once for no reason and its almost happened several other times when i was out...and thats kinda how it feels...i remember all of a sudden getting very hot and dizzy..then i start to black out...ive been able to stop it a bunch of times (if i can sit and relax for a minute i can get the feeling to pass then i just go home and feel fine) but ive also had the same feeling and have actually passed out in the middle of a place before (lol im trying to self diagnosis myself haha)

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Sounds like panic disorder, but its dangerous to self diagnose Although I steal antibiotics from my office all the time and give them to ppl w/colds so who the hell am i to talk??

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LOL i went to the doctor after i actually passed out and he made me go for a blood test and what does he tell me? i have high cholestrol!!!!!! W T F does that have anythign to do with it!?!?!?!

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I will DEF be in touch Kerri...it's gonna be a long 5 days for my co-dependent @ss!

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Colleen you know I am always up to hang out haha I mean we can go run around and find some bargins for my wedding since you are soo good at that hahaha

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tell me what you need, i'll find sales and get coupons...ooooh i love sales....

Yeah, I guess I have to throw my hat into the anxiety ring, lol.

I was going to post about my frustration lately with trying to get off Zoloft, but was like 'Nawh, that's probably too much info and all the nice girls will just think the newb is crazy.'

I've been off of Zoloft for two weeks now, and just decided that I'm going back on. I had these CRAZY discontiunation symptoms---has anyone had anything like a brain shiver?! It's the worst feeling in the world...and when they finally started going away (after a week and a half) my anxiety has come back to kick my ***. For me, it feels like a very very heavy elephant is sitting on my chest. Really makes it hard to have enthusiasm about anything.

I'm so glad that I'm not the only bride whose 'imperfect!'

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Posted by KitWisdom

Yeah, I guess I have to throw my hat into the anxiety ring, lol.

I was going to post about my frustration lately with trying to get off Zoloft, but was like 'Nawh, that's probably too much info and all the nice girls will just think the newb is crazy.'

I've been off of Zoloft for two weeks now, and just decided that I'm going back on. I had these CRAZY discontiunation symptoms---has anyone had anything like a brain shiver?! It's the worst feeling in the world...and when they finally started going away (after a week and a half) my anxiety has come back to kick my ***. For me, it feels like a very very heavy elephant is sitting on my chest. Really makes it hard to have enthusiasm about anything.

I'm so glad that I'm not the only bride whose 'imperfect!'

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A brain shiver? And I thought ice cream headaches were bad!!

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I'm so sorry that outlet thing fell through, b/c I need some new back to school clothes so people don't mistake me for a damn student again.

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OMG me toooooooo!!! I feel your pain... I went to the Registrar last year to help my student and they wouldn't let me in without student ID. I explained that I work there and they made me prove it...office location, phone, email, etc....

I hate it!!!!!

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Posted by KitWisdom

Yeah, I guess I have to throw my hat into the anxiety ring, lol.

I was going to post about my frustration lately with trying to get off Zoloft, but was like 'Nawh, that's probably too much info and all the nice girls will just think the newb is crazy.'

I've been off of Zoloft for two weeks now, and just decided that I'm going back on. I had these CRAZY discontiunation symptoms---has anyone had anything like a brain shiver?! It's the worst feeling in the world...and when they finally started going away (after a week and a half) my anxiety has come back to kick my ***. For me, it feels like a very very heavy elephant is sitting on my chest. Really makes it hard to have enthusiasm about anything.

I'm so glad that I'm not the only bride whose 'imperfect!'

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Explain this brain shiver please...

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I'm so sorry that outlet thing fell through, b/c I need some new back to school clothes so people don't mistake me for a damn student again.

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lol i have the same issue! i was getting my nails done the other day and this guy was like 'so ur in high school?' im like um no im a teacher

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Posted by jteach711

believe me, if you ever had an anxiety or panic attack, you would know. You heart races, you get dizzy, you sweat, you can't focus your mind. It truely is like you are dying. Thank god I haven't had a full blown one in a while but I am on a low dosage of effexor, I think it is just a placebo at this point. But my fh is so good when I feel it, he really knows how to calm me down and doesn't make me feel weak for feeling that way. It can be very embaressing around people who do not understand it

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can u get that like once in a blue moon? lol sorry for the weird questions but i passed out once for no reason and its almost happened several other times when i was out...and thats kinda how it feels...i remember all of a sudden getting very hot and dizzy..then i start to black out...ive been able to stop it a bunch of times (if i can sit and relax for a minute i can get the feeling to pass then i just go home and feel fine) but ive also had the same feeling and have actually passed out in the middle of a place before (lol im trying to self diagnosis myself haha)

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Sounds like panic disorder, but its dangerous to self diagnose Although I steal antibiotics from my office all the time and give them to ppl w/colds so who the hell am i to talk??

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LOL i went to the doctor after i actually passed out and he made me go for a blood test and what does he tell me? i have high cholestrol!!!!!! W T F does that have anythign to do with it!?!?!?!

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Very odd!! Low blood pressure I could understand, but high cholesterol? Just doesnt seem related to me.

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I will DEF be in touch Kerri...it's gonna be a long 5 days for my co-dependent @ss!

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Colleen you know I am always up to hang out haha I mean we can go run around and find some bargins for my wedding since you are soo good at that hahaha

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tell me what you need, i'll find sales and get coupons...ooooh i love sales....

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haha your the best colleeen.

and you guys are soo funny. and heather i definitely think you are funny...I loved the FM you sent to that girl who knew someone in your BP. I laughed my *** off how she thought your friend had STD's hahaa

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believe me, if you ever had an anxiety or panic attack, you would know. You heart races, you get dizzy, you sweat, you can't focus your mind. It truely is like you are dying. Thank god I haven't had a full blown one in a while but I am on a low dosage of effexor, I think it is just a placebo at this point. But my fh is so good when I feel it, he really knows how to calm me down and doesn't make me feel weak for feeling that way. It can be very embaressing around people who do not understand it

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can u get that like once in a blue moon? lol sorry for the weird questions but i passed out once for no reason and its almost happened several other times when i was out...and thats kinda how it feels...i remember all of a sudden getting very hot and dizzy..then i start to black out...ive been able to stop it a bunch of times (if i can sit and relax for a minute i can get the feeling to pass then i just go home and feel fine) but ive also had the same feeling and have actually passed out in the middle of a place before (lol im trying to self diagnosis myself haha)

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Sounds like panic disorder, but its dangerous to self diagnose Although I steal antibiotics from my office all the time and give them to ppl w/colds so who the hell am i to talk??

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LOL- You sound like my mom- she is always getting anti-biotics from her boss to give to us. We get better though so it works I quess??


Another anxiety attach symptom is when you are out and you get the feeling that YOU HAVE TO LEAVE the place along with dizziness. Whooee- bad feeling.

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I'm so sorry that outlet thing fell through, b/c I need some new back to school clothes so people don't mistake me for a damn student again.

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lol i have the same issue! i was getting my nails done the other day and this guy was like 'so ur in high school?' im like um no im a teacher

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I mean, I'm glad I look young, but a dept secretary didnt want to let me into my OWN mailbox b/c she thought I was a student. GAY.

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Yeah, I guess I have to throw my hat into the anxiety ring, lol.

I was going to post about my frustration lately with trying to get off Zoloft, but was like 'Nawh, that's probably too much info and all the nice girls will just think the newb is crazy.'

I've been off of Zoloft for two weeks now, and just decided that I'm going back on. I had these CRAZY discontiunation symptoms---has anyone had anything like a brain shiver?! It's the worst feeling in the world...and when they finally started going away (after a week and a half) my anxiety has come back to kick my ***. For me, it feels like a very very heavy elephant is sitting on my chest. Really makes it hard to have enthusiasm about anything.

I'm so glad that I'm not the only bride whose 'imperfect!'

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Explain this brain shiver please...

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Okay, its SO hard to explain...but it's like whenever I moved my head, abrutly or not, I would feel this kinda electric charge in my head. It happens a lot when you try to get off a SSRI like Zoloft, and a lot of people explain it in different ways. It can also feel like your brain stays still a second or so after you move your head, and then like has a shock to catch up. NOT pleasant.