Mommy

It is almost 1 year now since my mom passed away. It IS one year since she was diagnosed with cancer.

When she was in the hospital I told her FH and I were finally going to get married and that she needed to stay alive to celebrate it with us. She rolled her eyes and told me she'd be there no matter what anyway.

I just miss her like crazy. I can't tell you how wonderful she was... she was friendly and insightful and hilarious. She was the mom that all of my friends loved and wanted to be around.

I would give almost anything to sit on my deck and chat with her over a cup of coffee ... or a beer.

She just had a way of making life seem easier.

Wow... you just broke my heart...

I'm so sorry you're hurting. She IS with you - always will be. She's your angel, even though you'd rather her be here. I'm so sorry....



The fact that you miss her so much is a testament to what an amazing person she must have been and what an amazing person with an amazing heart she raised.

How wonderful it is that she was your mom. What a lucky lady to have such a nice daughter. She will be with your on your wedding day and everyday.

I'm so sorry...

That picture is so beautiful and touching too.

I know your upset but she will be there. She gave you her word.
Are you going to have a special tribute to her or a table with her picture.

i'm not going to pretend i understand your sadness an/or pain right now. i just hope that you find the strength to live one moment at a time and to keep her 'alive' with your boys.



she will be with you on your wedding day and on every other day.

Aww, I'm so sorry, I know its hard. She knows that you're happy and is looking down upon you. I'm in the same situation and its very hard.

i wish i could reach through this computer screen and give you a real hug!

That is an absolutely precious picture! Treasure the memories that you had with your mother. On September 25th is the one year anniversary of my grandfather's passing from Cancer. I wear my LiveStrong band almost every day and the other night...I couldn't even look at it because it broke my heart. As much as your mother may not be here for your wedding physically, she is going to be watching you spiritually. If you ever have the chance, listen to the song 'Holes in the Floor Of Heaven'. It may make you cry, but the song talks about losing someone, especially a mother figure.

Prayers and hugs to you...