Today is a day I will never forget...look at my last post...

So today marks the 9th anniversary of my best friend's passing. He was 17. He hung himself. He was everything to me and loosing him was probably the worst thing that has ever happened to me. For a long time I couldn't get past it. I couldn't move on. I would spend every anniversary and every birthday of his at his grave side. For the past couple of years I have not gone. I feel guilty about that, but I live in Maryland now and I know I can mourn and remember without being at the cemetery.


So today I feel odd. I am in a good mood. I am not super down or crying. I remember what happened. I remember what he was to me. I remember the joy he brought me and the love I felt for him. I miss him terribly, but I don't feel like I need to sit here in a puddle of my tears all day. Perhaps I am growing up and moving past it. Anyways, I just wanted to share what today is for me. Thanks for reading!


Wesley James Whitworth 7/21/1982 -1/9/2000
He will always be a part of me no matter where I roam.